Everything has its Hikmah...

Assalamualaikum...
What a day..huh..so I met this girl..she was in my class of Company Law and Usul Fiqh...so in Usul Fiqh class she often sat beside me...at first i was hesitate to talk to her or at least ask her name..well in fact I've already know her name cause she's quite famous in my Kuliyyah..she's from Saudi..she's tall and fair and very beautiful..even a Barbie doll cannot compare to her..

After a few classes..she then talk to me asking how am i and whats my name..and i ask her how she was too..so we're always sat next to each other in the class and she always ask me anything that she dont understand such as whats the meaning of this malay word..

Today during the class she asked me whether i have any class after this lunch hour and whether i have class tomorrow..i said no i dont have class then she said its the same as her :) she the said goodbye to me shaza and i said owh you remember my name. then she said yeah.. cause other malay girls she doesnt know she will call them nur or siti..but i was different and i asked her why am i different..cause she said i have different look from other malay girls.and i was really fair..and im blushing you know..such a beautiful girl talk to me like that..@__@

So i went out from the class after it finishes cause she were talking to the lecturer at that time..as i was walking i saw my close friend syima and ask her what she's doing and all..then my friend from Saudi pass thru me and asked me where do i want to go..and i said i want to go back to my mahallah and she offers me to send me back..i asked her its ok because she will have to take tour around uia to send me back..i was afraid that i will cause hardship to her..but then she said it was ok and fine and plus she doesn't have anything to do except then to go back to her house..she lives outside of the campus in dutamas..the rent for that house is crazy! it was RM4000 per month..yeah its in dutamas and you know its not that cheap to stay there..shes staying with her friends from her country..

Then i asked her how did she get into uia..she said it was a long story and i said its ok..but she then tell me the story..it all begins when a friend of her father went to uia for a conference..there he finds uia a very nice place with very nice people and women with hijab and you can hear azan each and every solah times..he then tell her father to send her to uia and tell everything about uia and its greatness..before that, actually shes already get an offer from the Australia University..but after hearing about uia and straight away the father change his mind and decided to send her to uia..she resist and not agree at all..she doesn't know about uia and also she doesn't know about Malaysia and even its weather here..when she arrived at the airport immediately she cried because Malaysia is too hot..She told me that since she was born and until she came to Malaysia she never walks under the sun..i kinda understand when a person doesn't get used to a certain situation plus she comes from a very rich family...

when she first arrived at uia she also cried and refuse to live in an ordinary room and with fan and everything that you cannot bring to the room such as the fridge..then the mahallah offers her to stay in VIP room where it has aircond and fridge and own bathroom..then the father said theres no more excuse not to study in uia..then she with all hard feelings agreed to stay and studied in uia..

Masyallah..i never tought that this girl would want to be friend with me or even talk to me..she is so nice and beautiful..i really appreciated that shes so nice to me..oh yeah she asked for my number but i really forgot to ask her back..omg..what a forgetter..:D then before i go out from the car she asked me whether im free during weekend and she offers me to go and have some time with her..i said ok :) if im free i'll go out with her..

Yesterday was a hard day for me when my friend told me that he's already found someone and it looks like i dont have the chance to go back to him..i was crying and crying all the night long and Alhadulillah my close friend Syakira cuddle me and tell me not to cry over it..maybe theres hikmah behind it and we never know..i pray to Allah that he will be happy with his choice and if he's really for me he will come back for me..but if he doesnt then i know the answer...and today i met such a beautiful person not only from the outside but also from the inside and i was sooo happy..Allah wants to show me how much He loves me and no matter what I still have Him in my heart..Thank You Allah..All praise to be with you..

So i will face my days with all my heart and no more crying..the past is the past and i have no power to turn it back..but if it turns to me back and it meant to be whats best for me, Alhamdulillah..I believe in all the things that happens to me have their own hikmah..Allah knows better...I pray to Him to enlighten me to the right path and may all my dearest friends, families and all the muslims around the world will be peace and harmony not only from the outside but also from the inside..Insyallah...

I think thats all for today..Assalamualaikum :)

Insyallah by Maher Zain