Everything has its Hikmah...

Assalamualaikum...
What a day..huh..so I met this girl..she was in my class of Company Law and Usul Fiqh...so in Usul Fiqh class she often sat beside me...at first i was hesitate to talk to her or at least ask her name..well in fact I've already know her name cause she's quite famous in my Kuliyyah..she's from Saudi..she's tall and fair and very beautiful..even a Barbie doll cannot compare to her..

After a few classes..she then talk to me asking how am i and whats my name..and i ask her how she was too..so we're always sat next to each other in the class and she always ask me anything that she dont understand such as whats the meaning of this malay word..

Today during the class she asked me whether i have any class after this lunch hour and whether i have class tomorrow..i said no i dont have class then she said its the same as her :) she the said goodbye to me shaza and i said owh you remember my name. then she said yeah.. cause other malay girls she doesnt know she will call them nur or siti..but i was different and i asked her why am i different..cause she said i have different look from other malay girls.and i was really fair..and im blushing you know..such a beautiful girl talk to me like that..@__@

So i went out from the class after it finishes cause she were talking to the lecturer at that time..as i was walking i saw my close friend syima and ask her what she's doing and all..then my friend from Saudi pass thru me and asked me where do i want to go..and i said i want to go back to my mahallah and she offers me to send me back..i asked her its ok because she will have to take tour around uia to send me back..i was afraid that i will cause hardship to her..but then she said it was ok and fine and plus she doesn't have anything to do except then to go back to her house..she lives outside of the campus in dutamas..the rent for that house is crazy! it was RM4000 per month..yeah its in dutamas and you know its not that cheap to stay there..shes staying with her friends from her country..

Then i asked her how did she get into uia..she said it was a long story and i said its ok..but she then tell me the story..it all begins when a friend of her father went to uia for a conference..there he finds uia a very nice place with very nice people and women with hijab and you can hear azan each and every solah times..he then tell her father to send her to uia and tell everything about uia and its greatness..before that, actually shes already get an offer from the Australia University..but after hearing about uia and straight away the father change his mind and decided to send her to uia..she resist and not agree at all..she doesn't know about uia and also she doesn't know about Malaysia and even its weather here..when she arrived at the airport immediately she cried because Malaysia is too hot..She told me that since she was born and until she came to Malaysia she never walks under the sun..i kinda understand when a person doesn't get used to a certain situation plus she comes from a very rich family...

when she first arrived at uia she also cried and refuse to live in an ordinary room and with fan and everything that you cannot bring to the room such as the fridge..then the mahallah offers her to stay in VIP room where it has aircond and fridge and own bathroom..then the father said theres no more excuse not to study in uia..then she with all hard feelings agreed to stay and studied in uia..

Masyallah..i never tought that this girl would want to be friend with me or even talk to me..she is so nice and beautiful..i really appreciated that shes so nice to me..oh yeah she asked for my number but i really forgot to ask her back..omg..what a forgetter..:D then before i go out from the car she asked me whether im free during weekend and she offers me to go and have some time with her..i said ok :) if im free i'll go out with her..

Yesterday was a hard day for me when my friend told me that he's already found someone and it looks like i dont have the chance to go back to him..i was crying and crying all the night long and Alhadulillah my close friend Syakira cuddle me and tell me not to cry over it..maybe theres hikmah behind it and we never know..i pray to Allah that he will be happy with his choice and if he's really for me he will come back for me..but if he doesnt then i know the answer...and today i met such a beautiful person not only from the outside but also from the inside and i was sooo happy..Allah wants to show me how much He loves me and no matter what I still have Him in my heart..Thank You Allah..All praise to be with you..

So i will face my days with all my heart and no more crying..the past is the past and i have no power to turn it back..but if it turns to me back and it meant to be whats best for me, Alhamdulillah..I believe in all the things that happens to me have their own hikmah..Allah knows better...I pray to Him to enlighten me to the right path and may all my dearest friends, families and all the muslims around the world will be peace and harmony not only from the outside but also from the inside..Insyallah...

I think thats all for today..Assalamualaikum :)

Insyallah by Maher Zain

Unchangeable Memories...

Since i went to UIA, my life changed a lot...i have many friends that have the same interest with me..same vision in life..i love them all..even sometimes we had different opinions but we're still trying to understand each other better...


“Wahai umat manusia! Sesungguhnya Kami telah menciptakan kamu dari lelaki dan perempuan, dan Kami telah menjadikan kamu berbagai bangsa dan bersuku puak, supaya kamu berkenal-kenalan (dan beramah mesra antara satu Dengan Yang lain). Sesungguhnya semulia-mulia kamu di sisi Allah ialah orang Yang lebih taqwanya di antara kamu, (bukan Yang lebih keturunan atau bangsanya). Sesungguhnya Allah Maha Mengetahui, lagi Maha mendalam pengetahuannya (akan keadaan dan amalan kamu).” (al-Hujurat: 13)


Unforgettable Grangz yang paling aku sayang...ramai jugak geng aku ni kalau pikir2 balik...kalau ade birthday or any events such as break fasting, we'll gather together and makan2 and chatting with each other..but then because of different semester and class schedule we all didnt manage to get together all the time...but we're still contacting each other by times..what i remember is that there's one time, twice actually we all went to support our batch football team. Res Gastae..(dont mind the spelling) :D then cheering and shouting and laughing together and at the end of the game we all have taken pictures withe the team that we've support.sebenarnye at that time what i was so eager is that someone that plays for that team...someone that teached me how to love..its just all because of him..


Unforgettable Law Attachment Programme (LAP)...pagi 2 papa hantar pg sane..1st day Nadhirah guided me to the office..we met at the lift sebelah maybank..i was so nervous at that time..but luckily i have nadhirah..:) 1st day was ok..it was quite a challenge but it was fun,really :) and there goes day after that and day after that and day after that........there in our office we get lunch for free! i was like,yippie! it means i can save my own money easily:) mase dah nak habis practical we(me and nadh) took pictures with the staffs there...unluckily i didnt manage to see the lawyer who was my advisor at that time...lain kali kalau pegi sane boleh jumpe die..heheh :) kak hai bagi set nutrimetics! wah sukenye...kak maya n kak efa gave me a frame that displays our picture together! i was so excited! :) thank u so so much AZBA! :) i will never forget the enjoyment working there :)


Unforgettable Family....as i remembered i've only had 3 or 4 years together with my real siblings...i dont have much memories with them..since my parents were not together..i also dont have memories of we being family altogether..whatmore memories of my mom and dad together as my parents...what i rememberedd was just a shadow of pain and hurtful memories...but i remembered me and my big brother teach my little brother how to pray :) it was so sweet though...everyone has their own way now...me...macam nilah dari dulu...pindah sane pindah sini...i've never felt like im home..whatmore that welcoming feeling...ape2 pun im looking forward to my best life in the future nanti..:) with my job..my husband and my kids...;)


i think thats all i can write today..hihi..i hope u can read my post....

Janjiku-Sofaz

You're My Weakest Link...

Yesterday i went out with my family and my dearie..at first i thought papa dont want me, my brother Hakim and Qayyum to ikut..but then rupenye he's going out to workshop..theres something wrong with his car..aiyak..kesian kat papa..

Tengahari tu we all went ou together..naik dua kereta..mama dah pergi ke hospital dulu...my grandfather was not quite well..im so sad..i really am..i hope he's going to be ok..aminn..mama tiap2 hari will go and look after atok at hospital..

(Hmm..tiba2 terasa nak minum Cool Blog with pearl..aigoo..sedapnye..)

Ok2..sambung cerita..then, me and my family went to Jusco and we're having lunch there.. i had some nasi ayam yang sedapp..but for me it was quite expensive...it because of the chicken they gave is too sikit..;D
mama had nasi campur..papa and akim had a Hotplate Mee!! yee!! at first i was jealous because they had some great lunch..but..it turns out that the Hotplate was not that tasty..heheh...nasib order nasi ayam..:)

Lepas makan..i went to the toilet and when i came back i found out there's no one at the table..haiyaa..where did everybody go and didnt tell me..:( then i texted papa n my dearie..then i found out that he went to the toilet..then we both straight up heading to the Padini shop..at first i didnt thought of buying anything..But..since it was sale, and i just got my payment for practical (Thank You AZBA!) and plus it was monday! nobody there..its just us.So, apelagi! Shoppinggg!! hee..Walaupun xdelah bershopping sangat but i got myself a purple skinny jeans..dah lame dah nak purple skinny jeans ni..sejak tengok my fasion idol, Shea Syahirah pakai..hee..love u so much Shea Syahirah! :)

So this was the purple skinny jeans that my dearie bought for me..yippie!! wedges:Carlo Rino,a gift from a goodfriend:) Scarf: yellow-is polka dots, F.O.S :)

There's this one mustard-ish wedges from vincci that i wanted to buy..tapi sebab semalam mam and pap was there so i segan want to ask them to buy..nantilah i beli sendiri..heheh..wait for me wedges! oh yeah..and that night we went to Bazaar JB...i bought that pink and blue bag..just like what i saw on Old Blossom Box few months ago..hahah..baru sekarang dapat beli :D but who does give a damn!? haha...i was sooo happy..

owh yeah,and this was the bag i mentioned before...i love the colors coz its sweet as sugarcandy..hmm..yum2..:)

Hah! one more thing.just now i placed my order at ThePoplook.I was sooo excited! heheh..yolah..it was my first time kan ;) em..but then ade satu incident happened..because i was too excited to place my order, i tesalah order warna baju..instead of Mustard Pleat Maxi, I terorder the Tan Pleat Maxi...haiyoyo...dahlah before that i tersalah mode of payment..hihih..my bad..;( the i was thinking again..takpelah dapat yang tan pun..its much easier to wear to many kind of places kan ;) So.i tell myself not to be sad..heheh..cheer up girl! :)

So, ape2 pun nanti kite will go and chck out that mustard-ish wedges and tak sabar nak tunggu maxi tu reach my door step! :)

thats all for today (banyak pulak beceloteh..:D ).. have a good dinner everybody! :)

Can't Smile Without You- Barry Manilow

Past Few Days

Past few weeks sbenarnye shaza agak busy...so xdelah mase nak berfb sangat and berblogging..hee...tapi it was fine...my weeks goes with seminggu duduk uia...nasib baik ade kak ina...dapatlah tumpang bilik die..hee...bersama bee,die duk sane gak sebab men tenis utk uia..:)

Hari2 training kat padang atas mahallah uthman....agak scary sebab blakang padang tu ade semak2 yg kadang2 bunyi anjing..laalalalala...ade skali shza g sane sorg2 sebab sume org xleh trun trng, pastu tibe2 bunyi anjing..wah ape lagi shza truslah pack barang n balik..manelah ta anjing tu datang serang shza ke kan..da lah anjing liar..:D

My Teamates :) 

Seminngu trainig kat uia then pegi upm..MASUM! hee..best gile..dapat jumpe kawan2 lame dalam archery..now i understand whats my dad told me about when u can meet people that have the same interest as yours..hee..thanks dad..i love u n miss u soo much :)

So. days at masum was sooo great...dapat same2 with teamates...dapat makan at marrybrown and minum coolblog tiap2 hari..haha..what a great experience...hostel yang dorg bagi was not bad...kolej pendeta za'ba...uia je yg duk dalam 2...uitm kat kolej blakang...uni lain sume kat depan2...kolej 12-14..hee...upm da la banyak poko2...suke gile! theres this 1 place jalan nak ke kolej 12 dari za'ba kan..macam dusun ape tah..nak sangat pegi situ..n kalau dapat buat photoshoot lagi best...hahaha...berangan ye cik shza...em..mase kat sane x sempat nk pegi...mane taknye..sibuk manah dari pagi ke petang kat padang tu..

hu..

mase kat sane syah banyak tolong...dari segi mental n my form of shooting...walaupun form shza agak teruk..lagi2 bab tangan yg tarik ni kan..but i managed to increase my overall points dari masum2 lepas..hee..alhamdulillah...walaupun training weekends je kan...yelah sebab shza kn tengah practical lagi..hee...

thank u so much pade syah sbb byk tolong shza..:)

My Team UIA: Saah-Manager,Me,En.Amran-Coach,Kak Ayin and Sabrina :)

Tahun depan boleh try lagi baik dari tahun ni...shza pun sbenarnye sangat xsangka dpat num 11/30 sebab ntahlah..he...ramai yg bawah2 pun yg dulu2 atas shza..sebab shza penah dapat num last kan mase masum..haha....but im quite satisfied jugaklah...walaupun itu shza manage to dapat betul2 bawah uitm n upm...serta unisza..tahun depan im gonna training betul2..im really looking forward to get a place no matter what! doakan shza ye semua :) insyaAllah i'll try my best.:)

one of the best shots :)

em oklah ni je kot nak celoteh2....love u all and smile always ;)

I, I who have nothing
I, I who have no one
Adore you and want you so
I'm just a no one with nothing to give you but, oh
I love you

You, you buys her diamonds
Bright, sparkling diamonds
But, believe me, dear, when I say
That she can give you the world
But she'll never love the way
I love you

Yo can take her any place she wants
To fancy clubs and restaurants
But I can only watch you with
My nose pressed up against the window pane, ooh

I, I who have nothing, oh
I, I who haveno one
Must watch you go dancing by
Wrapped in the arms of somebody else when, darling, it's I
Who loves you

I love you
I love you


i who have nothing..now you know that i have nothing in me but u!

Hari Yang Indah!

Hai semua!! :)

Hari ahad haritu pagi2 dah pegi ayer hitam..mule2 pegi makan kat umah en Yahaya..wah..masak laksa johor 2..isk..nyesal pulak tak amek gamba tunjuk kat korang..hehe...dahla sedap kak caca buat laksa johor tu..uuiiihhh..best tak terkata! heheh..shza ni mule2 je segan pi umah orang...lama2 gelak ketawa die...hee..

lepas dah makan2 sume gerak pegi umah Epul..tema hari perkahwinan die biru..amboi...bak tasek biru naa...hee...hari hujan renyai..but still ok..hehehh..shaza pekena baju kundang ye haritu..tak sempat nak tangkap gamba..bf shza ni pun satu..bukan nak amek gmba shza..iskk..sedeyla cmni..anyway tahniah Epul! :D

Pas2 pertemuan yang tak disangka2 antara Ayda Wee dan shaza...hehe..kawan fb yang dah lame nak jumpe..la ni baru kami dapat jumpa! Ayda sampai2 kat dataran batu pahat 2 dah tersenyum lebar dalam kete mawi sambil lambai2 kat shza..haha..klaka taw ayda ni..:D kitorg rancang nk p karoke..tapi last2 g makan je sempat...disebabkan traffic jam ke jb..hee..:D but im still happy sbb dapat jumpe diorg live!

Time kasih kepade kekasihku..hehe..en Capiq sbb bawak shza g batu pahat n tengok sawah yg sangat cantik! wah teruja shza bila dapat tengok sawah! dah bertahun tak tengok sawah ni! siap sempat amek2 gamba dengan diorang lagi..hehe..

kat jb kitorang makan kat sentosa..eh sentosa ke name tempat 2..tah..ye kot..hehe..makan bubur best! :) stelah penat makan kirorang pun balik..diorang hantar shza balik..then doirang pun balik bp :)

em bestlah dapat jalan2 shza :D asik keje n training je..wah..best!

oklah..tu je untuk hari ni...semoga kite happy selalu :)

Sudahlah...

Hm...hai semua..:)

Tak ade ape yang istimewa berlaku hari ni....cume dapat makan beardpapa punye cream puff yg tona n kora slalu belikan kt OU..hee..alah..rindu pulak nk jalan2 kt kl..isk..lame lg nk balik uia...bulan 9 nnt..hee...

alahai petang ni kne balik sndiri...nadhirah pegi Bandung..jalan2 soping..he...i wait for ur come back home nadh! hee..tak saba nk tengok die belikan ape utk shza..beg ke..tudung ke..isk..soping je xabih2..:D tona tido ng aunt faizah...papa pulak keje..isk...kesian shza balik sorg2..;(

minggu depan balik sendiri lg..papa pegi kl..waa!!! nak ikut...hehe..tapi apekan daya..shza kne kej..nak cuti tak dapat ah kan..he..

minggu ni ade training lg kat larkin..spt biase papa anta pagi2..hehe..petang kalau xde org nk anta shza balik nek bas je..haha...xde sape brani kacau punye bile nampak anak panah blakang beg shza..tapi berat skitlah..

lalalala..palazzo pants..bilekah kite dapat bersame..hehe..isk..:D

em dahlah..xde ape lg nk kongsi..hehe..smoge happy2 selalu ye! ;)

senyum..lalalala~

Salam semua ;)

Thank God hari ni sume org dtg training..
walaupun lambat..hehe...aku kene ajar ng kak pong 2...isk..susa btulla nk tuka form baru..:(
sedih btul..hmm..xpe2..pasni mmg kne pg gym la jwbnye...haha..
napelah ak x bwk blk dumbell ak 2..isk..dumb btul :( haa..kan dah..

Hm...petang td balik...penat..tapi sempat lg on9 ye puan2..jgn risau..
malam ni gerenti kne tdo awal..knape? esok ad trng lagi..+ nk g pasar malam lg..haha..
pasar siang sbenanye :D macam2 ada..hehe..bestnye g jalan2! walaupun kt pasar je..haha..

em masum2..risaulah..arrow x ptong lg..coach pulak xde..nk g ke x ek trng esok..aish..kenapelah..:(

em 2 jelah utk mlm ni..semoga ceria2 selalu :)

Hari itu..

Firstly..shza nk ucap takziah atas kemalangan yang menimpa anak2 yatim di hulu langat..

Shaza sangat terkilan dengan perkara macam ni..memanglah bencana alam yang berlaku 2 dikira act of God kan..tapi sepatutnye perkara2 mcm ni boleh dielak dari awal..pihak2 yang terlibat dalam pembinaan rumah 2 sepaptutnye dah boleh forsee kejadian mcm ni mungkin akan berlaku..

Haish..napelah..ape pun shza bersyukur sebab masih ade yang terselamat..Alhamdulillah..

Owh ye..hari Jumaat aritu first time shaza cube bawak kreta..ekeke...dah 21 baru nk try bawak kete..

bukan ape..xde kesempatan lagi..hehe..

mase 2 papa yang ajar..kt danaga bay 2 ade tmpt luas..oklah gak..tp shaza sgt bermasalah dengan clutch ke watever bende 2..haha..time break kne tekan eh bnde 2..asik tlupe je..dah mati enjinnye :D

ape2 pn it was a good experience..hehe..nanti bolehla nk amik lesenn2 pn xtaulah bile :D the sooner the better..:)

arini..arini dari pagi smpai petang duk memanah je..arini je 2 btang arrow aku patah..syah jelah tmpat mengadu..:S aku nk ukur arrow abg zul pulak takde...haish...tah bilelah dpt arow baru ni..busann...:(

em oklah 2 je kot nk tulis arini..hehe..selamat maju jaya! :)

nyampah3..

aku menyampah betul dgn lelaki2 yg agak bakal suami n bakal pmimpin keluarge yg bile diajak solat ade2 je alasan...pas2 salu ayatnye cm nk pegilah ni..yelah..nk buatlah ni..tapi last2 x buat jugak..tah ape2 tah..cmanelah ak nk pcaye korg ni blh jd pmimpin kluarga..aku dn anak2 ak nnt..j=haish..bukan ape..ak pn x perfect..tapi sbg lelaki n bkal ketua kluarge korg pkirlah btul2 bnd ni..bkn hal remeh..

p/s: igtkn dri sndri yg xbape nk btul dsamping igtkn org lain...

sekian..

biar...

cinta..
biar senyum..
biar riang..

cinta..
biar mekar..
biar segar..

namun..
aku tetap begini..
aku..
tetap aku...

sepi...
bukan yang ku pinta..
hati...
jangan merintih lagi...

pilu...
biarkan..
biar dalam kalbu...

satu....
kau...
dia...
aku...

kaku...
biar awan lalu...
biar ribut selalu...
aku..
tetap aku..

cinta..
biar....
diri aku...
kaku...

we went to the beach! :)

assalamualaikum n hai smue :) last weekend ak n rumates pg  ke kuantan..sbenanye ade wedding cousin my rumate..tp dah alang2 rumah yg ktorg dduk 2 dkat ng pantai kn ktorg pn pglah bekelah kt sane..huhu..sgt best, sbb 1st time ktorg pg bekelah same2 stelah agak due tahun ktorg rumate :D ni kt teluk cempedak..ak x ase ak penah pg sini sbelum ni..well..ak dtg x mndi pn..huhu..ombak sgt kuat mase 2..yelah musim ujan kn skrg ni..so..dtg amek gmba dn main air kt tpi2 je...2 pun dah ckup sronok sbb dpt dtg same2 rumate ak yg tercinta!

ni mase bru smpai..hehe..beg makanan 2...bekelah la katekan..huhu...

nilah shey yg byk amek2 gmba..hehe..since die yg plg pndai antara kami amek gmba..hee...tp gmba ni ak yg amekla...haha...:D

photo credit to my beloved fwen : Sheriel Aizan.

owh ye terlupe :D

dress jailbird ni beli kt butik f block..butik ni sgt byk baju2 yg in.harge die pn xlah mahal sgt.seriously klau korg sume pg kt butik ni mst korg terkejut..x silap butik ni kt damansara..heh..(cube google map)..dress ak bli ni rm40 cm2..which ak ase sgt berbaloi..da lah kain bukan yg cm cepat kmbang n x nipis pnye..mmg puas hatilah..hee..:D

ak sukelah tudung beli kt f block ni..sgt berbaloi..hee.. :D

mase xde keje..

huhu...this is me..mase xd keje kn..ak salu wat bnde ni..haha..dengan photographer terulung ak bername syakira tajudin..huhu..kesian kora kene layan krenah ak yg macam2 ni...hee...tp kora kate die suke taw amek2 gmba ni..sbb die ske tgk antm..tp ak ni sangatlah x antm..jauh sekali..haha :D

ni adelah pose stelah penat brdiri ye..dduklah kt tpi kaki tiang yg x bape nk besa 2..wel..sakit jgk dduk kt situ..nk amek gmba pnye psal..tahan jelah..hee..haha :D

dah penat dduk kt kaki tiang dduk pulak kt lantai..haha..bolehla layan..mase ni lepas ujan..so ade cm air2 ckit tpi 2..(nmpakla cm drama ckit kan..) haha...poyo ah..hee..nilah ak..gmba2 akan datang nnt ak post lg ek :)